Tuesday, September 28, 2010

30

30 days, 30 ways to live your life,
Simply love, live, laugh and smile.
30 heavy, joyful, happy tears,
For all the little, nasty fears.
30 beautiful, happy years
I wish you from the heart My Dearest!

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Beautiful wildness

for my beautiful, most precious sister

She moves as gently as a little cat
With graceful, feminine, tiny steps
Her coloured style will make you smile
Whenever you are down or cry

Deep in her eyes lay all her secrets
All questions, reasons, all her fears
She’s fragil, kind, so sweet and loving
Just giving all to see you glowing

If you will ever own her soul
If that’s your ever highest goal
Just spread her wings so she can fly
In different places, different times

With mystical and some strange signs
She’ll cure your broken, empty heart
In all her glory she will show you
The meaning of true life when loving

Thursday, October 1, 2009

Because of you

I feel alive when you're around
As if I'm losing space and ground
Your eyes are beautiful and wild
A hidden treasure can be found

Your breath gives me the energy to fly
Into a world where we shall never die
Through all the fire, all the heat
You make my heart stop from it's beat

I just adore the way you look at me
Each small gesture that you see
Are all for you, because of you
To let you know there's noone new
I'll be forever your sweet flower
Waiting for you each day and hour

Friday, September 25, 2009

Studiu de caz: Septembrie, luna decisiva!

Probabil totul e legat, de echinoxul de toamna, de coloritul si vestejirea frunzelor, de cresterea nivelului Kapha dosha(conform principiilor Ayurveda, duc la un nivel ridicat de depresie) sau de o selectie naturala a lucrurilor importante, dupa o vara fierbinte si plina de hormoni.
Se intampla ciclic, un anume fenomen, caracterizat de schimbarea radicala a atitudinii fata de propria viata (financiara, sociala si personala). Astfel, se inmultesc inimile frante, noptiile nedormite, intrebarile fara raspunsuri, visele zdruncinate… Toate, niste simptome clare ale lunii Septembrie. Observ cu mirare acest fenomen, pe care intr-un mod ciudat il inteleg si chiar am ajuns sa il traiesc. Fiind, de felul meu, o persoana care isi pune multe intrebari, am ajuns sa caut constiincioasa, raspunsurile adanc ascunse in diferite culturi, fie ele logice sau pur si simplu mistice. Astfel am ajuns sa inteleg…
Acest fenomen nu e o manifestare pur masculina, tine doar de nivelul de testosteron!
Te trezesti pur si simplu, intr-o dimineata, un alt om. Un nor ce iti invaluia constiinta s-a evaporat, s-a departat. In urma lui, a ramas un simplu si crud adevar… De aici pana la CONSTIENTIZARE, mai e doar un mic si neinsemnat pas. In linii mari, precum ne zice si marele Osho, e simplu sa renunti la un “nimic”, atunci cand constientizezi si percepi ce reprezinta pentru viata ta. Este foarte simplu… in teorie! Deci, luna Septembrie, inseamna constientizare, asezare, cautarea echilibrului si a stabilitatii. Dupa o vara, plina de foc, trairi intense, senzatii zbuciumante, vibratii inalte si iubiri unice, se instaleaza in noi o liniste adanca. Ne bate pe umar constiinta: “Ma scuzi, Sinziana, sunt eu constiinta… Sunt aici sa iti reamintesc, ca viata e aici, nu acolo, in visele tale. E momentul sa te trezesti!”
Noi privim lucrurile mult prea superficial. Ne credem unici, cu vieti si trairi nemaivazute sau neintalnite… Insa, totul se explica foarte simplu si logic. Reactionam impulsionati de mediul inconjurator si de legiile naturii. Suntem facuti din apa, aer, foc, pamant si invaluti cu un suflet mistuit de ganduri si intrebari.
Voua, celora cu inima franta, intr-o luna atat de mistica ca cea a lui Septembrie, am doar atat sa va spun: „Nu va merita! O sa le para rau nenorocitiilor/nenorocitelor care v-au parasit. Cu siguranta si-au gasit pe altu/alta. Insa, totusi voi ati gresit, ori pentru ca ati pus cateva kg pe voi, ori pentru ca ati fost prea draguti/dragute, ori pentru ca la pat nu ati fost creativi sau pur si simplu ati dat prea mult sau prea putin!“ Acum lasand gluma la o parte, am sa spun doar atat: E doar luna de vina!

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Wild rose

for my wild rose Iulia

Your eyes are alive, they sparkle like stars
Your full of light just like the sun
You are my soulmate who understands
Everything that goes through this little head
Although the distance kept us apart
We managed to stay just what we are
Good friends for life, in good and bad times
We cry and laugh, no matter what
We lived together joyfull, beautiful times
When nothing mattered, nothing at all
I’ll keep you safe in this heart of mine
As long as you want, until we will die
Stay like a rose, forever beautiful and wild
Enjoy this life and start trusting your heart.

Friday, March 27, 2009

What do you want?

You're just some stranger
Torturing me out of pleasure
You sleep in my bed
You're in my head!
You've invaded my sleep,
Just to make me weak.

Why do you want me so?
When you don't know me at all!
Why do you want my soul?
You'll never have it!
If that's your goal.

Get out of my bed!
Step out from my head!
Why don't you find somebody else,
With whom you could easily play,
To f**k her precious brain
Till you drive her insane!

Monday, February 9, 2009

25 de ani într-un sfert de secol

25 de ani, 25 de zile,
25 de gânduri scrise pe file,
25 de torturi, 25 de locuri,
Trăite cu cei dragi ca pe nişte mofturi.

25 days, 25 ways
To live this life
And touch the sky.
25 twisted years,
Lived with love
Without any fears.

25 Tagen, 25 Fragen
wer und wie die Schulden tragen.
25 Jahren, Menschen zu durchschauen
Und so meine eigene Welt zu bauen.